Boy, wow, when i was dying to watch this movie i never thought that it would completely change the way i viewed the dynamics between men and women the way it has. Now, maybe its cause i really feel like that girl Gigi, you know the girl who is obsessing about this guy, and is basically spending every waking (and way too much sleeping) moment thinking about him, what he;s doing, what he did, wat he’s planning on doing, but wow this movie completely opened my eyes.

Now, maybe i should start this from the beginning, ok, so ive had a crush on this guy since my freshman year, he;s really hott, and he always seemed like a cool guy to hang out with, however he is a girlfriend guy (reference: I love you, man) and so we’d never spoken passed hello. Then now in my last semester of my senior year we get a class together! Can you imagine how excited i was when i realized that he knew my name? And then we started sitting next to each other in class and stuff, and i realized that we had a bit of stuff in common, and then i asked him for his s/n, which he (in my opinion) gave excitedly, and we spoke a few times online, and i swore we were just going to live happily ever after. However, i realized this weekend that he is currently showing all the classic signs of not giving a shit, and it sucks, but the truth is, i was totally reading him wrong, and that might;ve been because of the fact that i’ve been socialized to believe that i am the exception and not the rule. And the truth is I am the freaking the rule, i am the very definition of the rule! It’s weird to think of my life as “normal” or “typical” but the truth it that's who i am, normal typical, so why should this be any different? Omg i am such a mess rite, as im writing this i just got an im and my heart sank when i realized that it wasn't him. Gosh! Ok so getting over someone isn't;t that easy, believe i know, but the truth is we hold ourselves back when we do that, we prevent ourselves from finding our normal, typical person in order to go after that exception, why? cause we believe that, that person wants us? or we want to believe that, the truth is happiness comes when we find that person who WANTS to be with us as much as we want to be with them! And sometimes that person isn't who you’d expect them to be, or even want them to be, but we cant control how people feel about us. The one thing we can do is be true to ourselves, we must remember that “Mr. Right” is right because he knows exactly who we are, all the flaws all the fabulousities, (yup just made that one up) and who knows he might be closer than you think. And so world tonite (well this morning really) i say to you, Find your happy ending, but don’t base it on anyone' else's because its yours and as normal as you maybe, your happy ending doesn’t have to!

Until next time world!