So, tonite for the first time in a long time, i spoke to someone who put a smile on my face who i never though would again. He was my bestest friend for four years, but since leaving high school we've grown apart, which of course is always expected. The truth is, i've always lost friends along the way, and for some reason after i lost that first one, it made me conscious of the fact that people grow up, and their needs and wants for companionship change. But tonite it was magical it was as if we were able to pick up rite where we left off.Love is the only way i can describe my affection for him, I really truly, and honestly love him. It's not like, or infatuation or lust, its love. Because i can look beyond the fact that he is so different from me, and no matter how many times he forgets my birthday, or laughs at my clumsiness i know that there is something there. It's so weird because i've come to realize that everyone i come into contact with, and form a friendship with, i mentally compare to him. I know that because when i assess the people i choose to call "friends" i can see a lil bit of him in all of them. And the people that i choose to no exclude from that bracket can't ever measure up. I miss him, and i think that its the first time in a a really long time in fact, i think that this is first time i can honestly say that i love someone like this. I know that i'm usually the one to say that love doesn't exist, and that we only feel chemical reactions and all of that other b.s., but the truth is love is just always different. The way you love, depends on your personality, the person you love and their personality, and so many other things. And thus my lesson has been learned. Love is as real as the matrix lol.

So thats it for tonite world, may you love as well!