So I heard the strange comment ever about me today, well it was more of a question that later triggered a comment. Today a friend of mine (new friend) looked me and asked, "Shanna, you want to get married?" And it initally took me way of guard cause i didn't really get where she was coming from. So i asked her why she asked the question, and she said that i just strike her as the type of person who could stay single, and have fun for the rest of my life. And this got me thinking, do I really want to be single forever? I mean that would be insanely hard at times, and at other times it wud prolly be the best thing ever, i could go where i wanted, do wat i wanted, and how i wanted. But at the same time, who wants to grow old alone? I mean that's also a really hard concept to grasp, not having a big wedding or family, or someone who knows u better than you know yourself, i mean i know it all sounds a bit cliche but i think that i want those things sometimes. I mean through everything, the relationships, the breakups, i think that i've learnt that somethings in life are not worth fighting for. What if you marry someone just cause you don't want to be lonely forever, and then u realize that they weren't meant for you, that there is someone else out there who fits u like a glove but now u are stuck with this other person for all eternity. Isn't that a bizarre and sad concept? I just always felt like that would be me, i would make the wrong choice, and end up stuck.But after my friend made that comment, i started seriously thinking about how i see my life panning out, like whether or not i wud get married. What kind of wife wud i make? What kind of single person wud i make. I mean being single in college is one thing but in life? In the world out there? Wow....So, world I leave with these thots that u may ponder as I do.

Sweet Dreams

Shans